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my life is going down the sink!!!! i cant believe this could happen to me!!!!!! everything was going right for me for a while!!! and then all of a sudden, all these things hit me and i feel like my heart is being dragged across a bed if knives!!!! T~T i should feel happy for one of the things, but i just cant bring myself to it! i wanted this so badly....now hes gone. well... i guess thats just what i get for having so many good things happen. cant have it all i guess...