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Things pangolin needs to do... preferably in this order, but up for debate:
Art:
Frogs
Totoro
Delphics
Zantarni commission
Shishi - started working on
Shadow
-look up other forgotten art promises-
personal stuff
Other stuff:
Tutoring stuff
Apply for better jobs
Clean room
Go through totes
Tomorrow is my day off... wish me luck!
 pangolin · Wed Jun 13, 2007 @ 04:04am · 1 Comments |
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A day in the life of pangolin... |
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So I've been feeling bad about how long it takes me some times to finish projects, but I realized something yesterday that I thought I should impart to everyone who is waiting.
I clocked out last night at 7:30pm and stared for a minute at the total hours worked this week. 56. I only work four days a week, but in those four days I pull over 50 hours. That is an average of 14 hours in a day out of the 16 I'm actually awake and conscious. The other two hours involve driving to and from work and things like showering, taking care of the dog and the mice and trying to not leave my apartment looking like a disaster area.
While at work I can sometimes log into Gaia and post occasionally so long as I don't think I'll get caught by my boss. I probably shouldn't. The one thing I can't do is take the time to sketch... and I certainly can't photoshop there. xD
On my days off, I do have a real life... as we all do. ^__~ Though I enjoy spending several hours on Gaia being interactive with people, those are minutes not spent in photoshop coloring. So really, my addiction to Gaia hinders my ability to color just as much as it encourages it.
And then there is my dog, I must give him at least an hour a day. I try to combine my hour working out with the hour I spend with my dog, but that isn't always possible. Hopefully when I go out and get a bike today it will fix that issue and I'll be able to exercise both of us together for an hour or more a day easily and in a fun way!
As it is... my deadlines are all whooshing past and the guilt builds (I was raised Catholic, so I was taught to always feel guilty, its the best way into heaven xP) Last night I decided to not feel so guilty about it. Because my lack of ability to finish these projects has nothing to do with what I want to do, but fulfilling all the things I need to do. Thank you all for being patient, it means more to me than you can realize. sweatdrop I will do my best to keep everything updating and moving. -luff to you all-
pangolin
-now off to do laundry, eat breakfast and go to Costco as my cupboards are terribly empty.
pangolin · Sun Apr 02, 2006 @ 06:10pm · 1 Comments |
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Damn does it look ugly so far. xD But I'm learning a lot about coding. ^__^
pangolin · Wed Feb 15, 2006 @ 11:37pm · 2 Comments |
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I love you guys... really I do... but I feel as if I've missed some very important people and I didn't keep a list... so if you haven't gotten anything from me... drop me a line, cause I love ya'll... I do. ninja
pangolin · Tue Dec 20, 2005 @ 11:08pm · 6 Comments |
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I have had this fight twice now... TWICE! With two different men. Both looked at me at the end of the conversation like I was an alien and they couldn't comprehend the place where I was coming from. Yet they can. They know exactly how I feel and yet they have decided my feelings mean nothing. That I do not deserve the same independance as they do. That some cultural idiocy means more to them than I do.
I will not change my name.
I was born with this name, I will die with it. I stand firm. I have been told by family and friends and a whole lot of other people that if I love them, I'd have no problem changing my name. That it helps bring people together, conects them on common ground. Bull s**t. If that was all there was to it, it wouldn't be such a big deal. We can connect in other ways, come together, share other common ground. Like a home, children, bank accounts... EVERYTHING. Why do I have to change my name to theirs? And, if it was, as my mother put it, not all that big of a deal, that I was making it more than it was, then why won't they take my name? Why is the mere mention of it sacrilage?
'Take a woman's name?! OH MY GOD! She was joking right?'
Men balk at the idea. They were brought up thinking that some day they would take a wife and she would take their name.
You don't own me. You can't put your stamp on me. We are a partnership, give and take in both directions. So lets combine our name. Funny thing is. I would do that. I would create a whole new last name before I changed mine to theirs. I think that is a great idea. Most people think it is stupid. Well xP to them.
pangolin · Wed Dec 14, 2005 @ 12:11am · 6 Comments |
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So I had this really long story posted in my journal... but it was keeping me from posting other things, so I have decided to remove it for the time being. I need a home for it on the web where people can read it, I'm thinking of getting a space at fictionpress where I can post the thing as it is so far and get feedback from random people who decide to read it. xD I don't know yet... the story is far from being done... and I don't have it seperated into chapters yet. I have a lot of editing to do as well... ah well, we'll see soon enough. In the mean time, now that I've deleted it from my journal here I can actually use this for other stuff.
-luff-
pangolin
pangolin · Wed Nov 30, 2005 @ 09:09pm · 0 Comments |
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Hey look I have a journal now |
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Just making a first post to see what it looks like.
pangolin · Sat Nov 13, 2004 @ 07:09am · 3 Comments |
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