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Love
I hate love so much it hurts so much but not like being emo and cutting yourself pain it is an emotional pain. People if you're smart you won't fall in love and if you do you ignore it. I don't know if you guys cry that much but I do sometimes and when my boyfriend broke up with me I was crying alot my face was red and very warm. Thankfully my mom was coming home so I sucked up even though that was hard to do I still acomplished it. If my mom hadn't came home I would have cried for years well a little bit exagerating but probably all night. But my other boyfriend I broke up with him and I didn't hurt because I didn't truly love him like I did with my just now boyfriend. We did not technically "break up" he just admitted he was cheating on me with another girl. It hurt like hell. I shouldn't have been stupid enough to think it would actually work, espically sense it was on the computer and I didn't know him in real life. After we broke up and I sucked up my tears and pain I went outside and burned myself on the fire because i found a piece of metal under some of the ashes and it burned just like the pain of when my ex broke up with me. So thats what it feels like when someone you love alot breaks up with you. It burns and you just want to fall to the ground so word of advice to people who have not yet fallen in love....
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