things have been going good im going to school late nowadays..... we play games all day at school. There was nothing exciting this week except i started reading my friend's journal Bitter_Loveless and i ate my pudding without even looking at it once xp cause i was so into his writing. he writes like a professional. well today me and my gf was talking about how we met and it was the stupidest thing ever (she thinks its funny stare ) so i was so shy to ask her out and anyways i had a real good friend she was a girl... i learned dat she liked me...... so she asked me out but i didnt like her. i liked this other girl. i didnt answer to my friend and even if i said yes my best friend would'nt be my best friend cuz he likes my friend.... too much friends i hope its not confusing. well i didnt know her feelings. i was a real good friend to her. my friends they all said dont be a freaking coward! ask her out. well luckily she emails me saying she likes me and i thought i was gonna die sweatdrop i didnt email her to make it more suspicious. we didnt talk for the next day until the end. i said come ill show u something cool she followed onto the back of the school and she is like wat where? and than i just grabbed her and kissed her!! and they called me a coward....................... biggrin