Well...It's Valentine's day. I figured I'd love it alot more than I usually do...but...John has barely talked to me all day...oh well..I had a discussion with a really good friend today...He's got this new girlfriend now...and, for some odd reason...I find myself jealous...I really like him...I feel like a total b***h because I know he's in absolute love with her, and she's a extremely good friend of mine...and I know I have a boyfriend now...but I want him....I hadn't spoken to him lately, and when I finallyl started talking to him...I found myself just...fallling in love all over again >.<' I know I shouldn't be saying this...I keep telling myself i'm just a little Jealous... but, I can't get over the fact that, I had my chance with him...I did...but now...It's to late, all he ever talks about is her, and I can't stand it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ugh....I really wish I had been more serious about him ********, it's to late now...We discussed very serious stuff today, and...what he said, made me cry, he told me how he had tried to kill himself, and I just wanted to hold him, I know it's impossible...plus...John's been avoiding me the past few days, I'm beginning to wonder if he plans on breaking up with me...I hope not...He's sucha sweet heart...>.<' I am so confused gonk ugh...I think I just need a break from this all for a little while
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