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I've been sick since yesterday. Bleh. However, today I have to make it to at least one of my classes otherwise I fail it, and its required, so...yeah, I'm forced to feel miserable and shaky and make my way to class for 15 minutes for a stupid tour. How bullshit is that? I have to stay up, go clear to campus for 15 minutes and then turn around an come back. Ugh. You've got to be kidding me...
Send me love...or money...or something...
 BrittyKitty · Tue Sep 12, 2006 @ 06:17pm · 0 Comments |
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Everybody knows about the death of Steve Irwin by now, I'm sure. But I'm bringing it up again. He was a huge idol to me. I can remember back when I was much younger I told my mom I was going to marry him. smile Anyway, recently I've decided I'm going to study Animal Ecology and Environmental Studies at ISU and later go on to pursue a graduate degree. The recent death of such a famous and hard-working conservationalist has just strengthened my desire even more to get out there and get involved and work my a** off like he did. I want to step up and put myself in his place and get things done. He was amazing, I hope to live up to even a fraction of what he did in his life.
BrittyKitty · Fri Sep 08, 2006 @ 03:19am · 0 Comments |
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I'm feeling bad today. My depression and social anxiety are hitting me hard. All I really honestly want right now is to have my kitty. I want to drive two and a half hours and pick her up and drive two and a half hours back. I don't care if my roommate's boyfriend is allergic, its not his apartment. I NEED my cat.
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I really miss my puppy as well, but he's not coming back...
I just want my Crickety kitty... crying
I have to work tomorrow from 10-5. I don't know if I can deal with it. Yesterday was tough enough and I was only there for two hours. I had a panic attack before I went. I know it will happen again tomorrow. Right now my mind is racing for any kind of excuse I can use, but at the same time I feel guilty for wanting to call in. My mental state is wearing me out. The stupidest things make me cry and I space off for several moments and just stare blankly.
It hurts...
Tomorrow after my boyfriend gets off work he's taking me to get my kitty. I love him so much. I don't know where I'd be without him. heart
BrittyKitty · Fri Aug 18, 2006 @ 12:19am · 0 Comments |
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Oi. This month has been utter confusion. I have so much going on its not even funny. I have a job, I'm trying to find a new job. I'm pressured to figure out my student loans and praying everything will go through and get worked out by the end of this week so I can afford books and rent. I'm near tears 80% of the time because I'm so stressed out.
I also realized I have an 8am class. I'm not happy about that. I didn't even pay attention when I registered and now I'm going to hate my life for the next semester every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. This is B.S. Ugh. Then I have another class directly after that at 9am. I see this all ending very badly...
And, to top it all off I can't find my freaking glasses. I feel blind everywhere I go. I hate it. It grinds my nerves to not be able to see as clearly as I should and puts me in a bad mood all day. Ugh...
BrittyKitty · Tue Aug 15, 2006 @ 03:00am · 0 Comments |
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Wow, its been an extremely long time since I've been around. Well, updates. I'm attending Iowa State University for Animal Ecology and Environmental Studies. This summer I hope to do an internship in India working with the Red Panda conservation program.
I just moved into an apartment with my friend Kelsi. My cat, Cricket, is going to be coming up here to live with me soon. heart
BrittyKitty · Sat Aug 12, 2006 @ 12:06am · 0 Comments |
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