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My step-father once said I was an individual with inner conflicts. My first thought that comes to mind when he said that was, what kind of conflicts do I have? I mean I think I know one of them and that is about love. Maybe I just wanna bf because I am curious to what love means and what it is. Maybe someone is destined for me on real life or on gaia. Sometimes I wish it on gaia. Because, to me, gaia is where I really share my psychological thoughts and you take escape from the real world. The real world to me where you can see body language and where truth is horrible and is sometimes justified which is a lie. And then insults in the real world are even badder than on gaia because it can damage your heart and soul and can even destroy your happiness and that's what it did to me for all my life. Those insults are in my mind for a long time. Sometimes I see no good in the real world because of those freaks out there looking for entertainment out of seeing people getting hurt; psychological or physical.