Okay, for the first time in my life, I'm seriously scared. No joke. I'm sick like I never have been before, and I'm scared.
I started coughing up blood.
No, seriously.
It's almost like how Shane Dawson shows killing off people and red stuff starts pouring out of their mouth. Almost, but a lot more frightening and gruesome.
All around that time I felt like I could faint at any moment-- it felt like I had a fever, was legally drunk, was going to throw up again, and die all at the same time.
I looked it up on medical websites and google and bing and other search engines and what I found was even more scary.
It means I could have cancer.
I don't want to die. I haven't even gotten to really live. I haven't met any of my goals in life, and there's so much going for me.
I'm scared. I don't want to die.
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