Holy crap it has been a while. And golly, look at the time! I should be sleeping, really I should. But I have this fanfic I'm writing to keep me happy and so many other things on my mind that are just bogging me down. I kinda wish I could explode. Yeah.
My latest obsession: Ouran High School Host Club. Even if you aren't into silly romance, bishounen, and girls who attract EVERYBODY, this show makes it all work. It's a parody and a well done one at that. I highly recommend this anime.
Though seriously, I'm struggling with school. I'm beginning to feel as though I wasn't cut out for college life. I go to class but I don't want to do the homework associated with it. This is the first semester I've taken more than 16 credit hours. Maybe that's it (I hope it is). My friends, god, I've never had so many friends, are all so unhappy or dealing with some petty drama that it makes it hard to want to be around them.
My aunt is going through surgery in the next week and chances are, she won't be here much longer. I want to go home but when I decided that, it was three am Sunday morning and there was nothing that could be done. I think the weight of what was happening hit me then and it's hitting me again.
I want to talk to my friends, I do, but they have their own ordeals. Last night they took me on an emergency food run and that helped. Mel and Kenie and Cassie are some of the best people I know. Cassie and Kenie mostly keep their problems to themselves though, so it's hard to open up to them. Mel and I are pretty tight though. At least, I tend to think so. We bonded over Ouran, which is really helping.
Aheh.
Night.
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In this, you will find everything that I am feeling to what I want. You will also stumble upon stories I plan on writing or few song lyrics if I am bored. And, if I had had sugar recently, you will find out about my insanity issues.
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