hey, i'm on the outside too. i feel alone, useless, stupid. just because i smile doesn't make everything okay. i hurt on the inside too. i just wish that people could see that. i care about people so much that it clouds over how i'm feeling. i can't even remember the last time i ever thought about myself. i don't want to make it look like i want attention, because i don't, all i want is some care and understanding. i want people to hug me and never let go. i don't want to be in the background anymore. i feel like people use me. and i always go along, not because i'm stupid, but because i just want them to smile.
xoxo
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