I hate this feeling, i both love and hate him, is that so bad? I can't wait for him to move away, but i also want him to stay with me forever.Why do i like him so much??? My heart breaks everytime i see him. He takes my breath away... I love his laugh, smile, the sparkle in his eyes... God i can't get him out of my head, what is wrong with me?? Everything i guess. I try so hard to like a different guy but i always float back to him. I stay up late everynight tossing and turning. Lord why are you doing this to me?? I know everyone tells me i'm strong because i don't show emotion,cry or complain, but it doesn't mean that i don't feel. i wish... i wish i could like someone else and trust me i've tried, but i feel so save with him... i just need help i guess.
dramatic_girl123 Community Member 
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