So here's my very first Journal entry - kinda odd seeing as I've been a Gaia member for some years now. I wonder if anyone will read this. I will say that typing this is certainly something to do, instead of just sitting here watching a silly Ginger Roger/Carol Channing movie, though I do love these old films. You know, having the summers off seems like a good idea until one actually has nothing to do all dang day but sit on her duff or clean the house, but teachers don't usually think about this little downside to vacation-time. Hmmm I'm hoping in a few weeks to travel to Italy, though I might not go since I don't particularly like the person I'm supposed to travel with. He's been a wonderful boyfriend up until recently. I am not happy with his attentions as of late - he doesn't understand the intense need of a woman to want to hear the sweet sounds of wedding bells and babies. He already has done both things with his ex-wife. I guess it's not that important to him, but it sure is to me. I try not to think about it too much, so I've been working on getting my own place and out of his, but things are so expensive around here, especially on my piddly salary. crying Anyhoo... I used to get so excited about things, especially dancing and teaching. I don't feel overly interested in those things anymore. Maybe things will change soon and I'll be back to normal. Law knows I'd better be up and at 'em for the start of the school year.
Sabal · Thu Jun 22, 2006 @ 07:19pm · 0 Comments |