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Freeform writing, round one: A Declaration |
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******** off. I do not want to hear that you love me too. I do not want to hear you lie about loving me. I will not be your escape from your parents. I will not be your backup plan. I will not be your joke. I will not hate the girl I love. I will not long for someone who does not feel the same. I will not play your games just to feel some human contact. I am not sad that we broke up. A nice body does not substitute for not wanting me. Wanting me does not substitute for not communicating with me. You are not my friend if you can only criticize. You are not my friend if you cannot criticize. You cannot "just be friends" if you are not willing to be my friend again. Don't tell me I look sexy and then get back in the car with your husband. Don't use me. Don't make me feel like a tool for trusting you. Don't make me feel like a tool for not trusting you. Don't pretend to be available. I cannot take this anymore. I am aware that I have brought much of this down upon myself. However, I refuse to be used, lied to, played, or led on, and if these are my choices, I choose NOTHING. I will have a sane, honest relationship, or I will be alone. I love every single one of you, and for that? ******** off.
 unethy · Mon Mar 17, 2008 @ 06:45am · 0 Comments |
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********, why is everyone a year too late?
A very close friend of mine is buying a house and wants me to room with her. This would be an absolute HELL YES and be a whole different flavor of post, except that...
The house is in Orlando. Orlando's a ways away from New York. I don't want to leave my girlfriend.
To counter that, though, is the fact that my family lives in/plans to move to Orlando, and that it's one of my closest friends. Not to mention having the couch in a one-bedroom kinda sucks.
Goddamnit. I want to go. I want this so bad. I want my own room. I want to hang out with her again. I want the change of scenery. Just... not at that ********' cost.
Adviceplz?
unethy · Wed May 23, 2007 @ 12:53pm · 3 Comments |
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One state later, I'm back. Online. To QnA. To New York. To being annoyed.
Why is giftrape still coming up? Why? Whywhywhy? I swear, it's like Lanzer has a ******** button.
"Ling, QnA makes sense again. What the ********?"
"Oh, just throw in another giftrape n00b."
HOW DO U GIFTRAPE!?
Jesus ********, I wouldn't subject people to that with my leetmasta mule. And I've been mean with that thing.
So Dri's glowing bright ******** orange now. w00t.
EF still has no real modding, and thank God for that. We'd all be banned ages ago if EF was modded.
unethy · Thu Oct 13, 2005 @ 10:49am · 7 Comments |
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Reports of my demise were highly exaggerated. |
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You ********.
You ********.
You Goddamn, mindless, castrated, ******** sheep.
You... ********.
I left, not volntarily, but, I left nonetheless. I got away from the madness of Gaia, and started to rebuild my life. I went from college to homelessness, to living life again in under a year, and, during that time, I left. I come back, and what do I ******** find? I'm a ******** legend. I have been idolized and mythicized to a bunch of ******** who've never even seen me ******** post. They've been modded, given respect, and made relatively prominent, and for some odd reason, they talk about me like I'm some kind of... celebrity. I have modlings telling me I'm a legend. I want to kick them in the nuts and tell them to show some ******** independence.
Anyways, I guess you've figured it out by now. I'm back. I'm grumpy. I'm 350 miles away from my girlfriend, working a dead-end job, QnFing in my free time, helping plan the gaia ball, and the first cocksucker who asks me for donations is going to have his testicles gnawed off by a South Philly rat, straight out of the Christian Street ghetto. Look the ******** forward to it.
unethy · Mon Jan 31, 2005 @ 05:00am · 13 Comments |
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