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ok....so first online journal entry ever.....idk where to start. hmmmm ok ok i got

last night/this morning there is blood on the moon but it looks amazing. and i just cant help but think about everything. all i went through to get here. all i did to make it this far. all i am willing to do to make it further. just so much going thru my mind though. and sometimes its alot. i usually sleep and i wanna but im talking to my girl.. lol its worth the loss of sleep... though once she reads that i said that shes gonna be all grrrrr but i love her. she knows that. she better. butt....anyways. today was alright. my job still sucks.... stressed but hopefully i can fix that.lol but for that i miss my girl thou. its sad i cant go a day with out starting to miss her. but im kinda glad. i rele want it all to work out.alot....badly. which ever works.