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Well, it's been awhile since I last wrote. Moira just turned 4 months today xd She's a character!!! I love her. She doesn't cry unless she's hungry or sleepy. She DOES NOT like going to sleep. She fights it. Yesterday Moira discovered she can laugh. It made me cry because she has the most wonderful genuine laugh. And she gets this concerned look on her face when she sees someone crying. She just lets me hold her and sob into her chest and looks at me like, "It's okay mama. I'm here." cry She's the sweetest little baby ever. But I really can't wait until she's a little more independent. My house is a mess!! LOL! xd

OI! Being pregnant has to be the single most blessed and uncomfortable thing to ever happen to me. I enjoy feeling her kick and everything, but DAMMIT!! I wanna eat and pee when I wanna! xp
Tim enjoys watching his daughter making me squirm I think. neutral That's weird... I'm having Tim's daughter... ANYWAY!
Everything so far is progressing as it should and the Baby is fine. I can't wait to meet her. She likes Trouble. She always kicks at her hands when Trouble touches my belly. It's so funny! She gets hiccups a lot though, which is annoying when I try to sleep. And I've got acid reflux and heart burn for the first time in my life. I guess the myth is that she's going to have a full head of hair and also RED hair because of that. *shrugs rolleyes I guess we'll see. xd biggrin heart

whee whee biggrin xd YAY!!! After five years of friendship and courtship; after enduring torrents or biting hail and blistering winds and climbing to the tallest room in the tallest tower.... OH WAIT! ------> rewind
Yeah Tim Murillo and I finally got hitched. It was a Civil ceremony with only one witness because 1) we didn't have enough money to invite the hundreds of people we wanted to 2) we didn't have time to organize the wedding to accomodate everyone 3) we're still looking for an apartment and needed the money for that and finally 4) wellll, we have a little one on the way and I wanted to be married before I looked like a blimp...
There are some who are probably mad about this but most are understanding I guess.
For our Honeymoon we went camping for three days and nights up at Lake Casitas. It was HEAVEN!! Perfect weather, perfect company, realllllly good food (albeit cooked over an open flame cuz our stove broke temporairly). I want to go back. Everything is so much slower up there (and tastes better.)
YAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!! We found a place to live and it's real cute too! It has a courtyard and everything!

Nobody's listening By: Linkin Park

Peep the style and the kids checking for it
The number one question is
How could you ignore it
We drop right back in the cut
Over basement tracks
With raps that got you backing this up like
[Rewind that]
We're just rolling with the rhythm
Rise from the ashes of stylistic division
With these non-stop lyrics of life living
Not to be forgotten
But still unforgiven
But in the meantime there are those who wanna
Talk this and that
So I suppose it gets to a point feelings gotta get hurt
And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt
[It goes]

Try to give you warning
But everyone ignores me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody's listening
Call to you so clearly
But you don't want to hear me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody's listening

I got a
Heart full of pain
Head full of stress
Handful of anger
Held in my chest
And everything left is a waste of time
I hate my rhymes
[But hate everyone else's more]
I'm riding on the back of this pressure
Guessing that it's better
I can't keep myself together
Because all of this stress
Gave me something to write on
The pain gave me something
I could set my sights on
You never forget the blood sweat and tears
The uphill struggle over years
The fear and trash talking
And the people it was to
And the people that started it
Just like you

I got a
Heart full of pain
Head full of stress
Handful of anger
Held in my chest
Uphill struggle
Blood, sweat and tears
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear


...........Lately I think this has been my theme song. Someone once pointed out to me that I keep having dreams where I'm trying to make people wake-up and listen to me. Well, They still won't wake up and listen, even if what I say is the truth. It just goes to show how far gone everyone in this arrogant, self-absorbed world truly is.