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Well, it seems like no matter what I do, I can't keep a guild active and alive. That's okay though, because I'm not giving up! Sure, every single one of my guilds have failed miserably, but that's no reason to be discouraged (to be perfectly honest, it really is). At any rate, the next guild I have might turn out to be a smashing success! biggrin At least, I hope it will be...
I've started to get back on Gaia more often. This way, I can keep up with things that are going on. It might not matter much right now, but one day, everyone who has doubted me will see. I CAN pull together a really excellent guild. Of course, I'm not going to be able to do it alone. I've learned that the hard way. Doing it alone is almost never the way to go.
I'm not too sure what this entry is about other than the guild. Maybe I'll write a little short story? Nah. What's the point in that? I feel like my creativity has sort of faded out now since I've stopped writing. There's nothing I can do about it though, is there? I'd have to start writing again. No, this does not count...this is typing. There is a large difference between typing and writing. When you're typing, you don't really think, you sort of just do it. You don't feel the emotion behind the words that you're writing. But when you are writing on paper, you use your senses to paint an image of whatever you're writing in your head. It's absolutely amazing. When you're typing, it's sort of just like something monotone. It never really changes, it just happens. But when you write, your handwriting changes. It can go from beautiful and ornate, to ugly and scribbled and a matter of moments.
That's not really the point I guess. The point of this whole journal entry is to express the fact that I'm not giving up, no matter how many reasons I have to. After all, you don't get satisfaction from giving up.
 WriteForSurvival · Sun Oct 23, 2011 @ 02:13pm · 0 Comments |
