Well hey....what do you know....I'm left wondering why life sucks right now
Now my scanner doesn't work...*sigh*...and..my brother has yet to fix it..unless he'll happen to use it anytime soon
anyways....I'm kinda feeling like crap right now...there is so much sadness and anger amoung all of my friends lately......nothing involving me...but surly they must realise at one point that thier actions can affect others.....
of course I try my best to help people be happy...but it's just never good enough...it's like they just want to feel that way or something
ehh...I'm not depressed or something like that...mearly aggrivated at all the petty problems that everything is giving me..
ehh..who am I kidding...I'm actually sad....wow..never thought that would happen to me...
*sigh*....I guess even happy cat can get depressed huh?.....oh well...I'm just tired of trying really......I make myself happy through everything...useually because that's how I am...I've shut out all of my other emotions...
but...I'm just tired of keeping a smile.....I just can't put on that veil right now.... -_-
Xthunder · Sat Apr 16, 2005 @ 02:52am · 5 Comments |