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Ok!
After Soffish's 85 sleepless hour tyrade, he is finally off to bed!
It is very strange because the feeling has been forgotten to my body.
My brain no longer feels the need to rest in order to function properly.
I am at the peak of all brain and knowledge capacity! And I am about to throw it away by going to sleep because some people think it will be good for me. It is with my up-most regret that I decided to go along with their wishes.
Just the thought... to return to laying there, not knowing if I shall fall asleep because my body has long since forgotten how! To return to the land of dreams, after being so long in the realm of reality! If you decide to do this, you may or may not know how I feel. It may be impossible because my brain would probably functioin much more different than most. If you ever do decide to stay up for a long period of time, I just want to let you know that it is the greatest feeling on earth! To be able to feel the knowledge, not forgetting events because your brain no longer focuses on time! It opens your mind to observe more and critique less!
To be tired and have a complete lack of focus, in the end, allows you to draw the most knowledge out of any situation than one with a focused and well rested brain would!
I now know why all of the world's geniouses spent countless nights, alone in their studies, reviewing text and trying to come up with new theories! It may seem to you as if I am rambling, and if I were like you at the moment, I would probably view it as some rant of a kid who is tired out of his wit! But I assure you, this is not confusion, this is the peak!
"Rest and eating healthy will bring you to your peak." That is what they all said! BAH! It is a whole lot of rubbish!
Now I am going to go and try to emerge myself into this lost feeling that is known as sleep.
In the morning, I will look at this post... and view it as if it were nonsense. It is almost like I will be reborn as a lesser being on an intelectual scale. I just hope that I might be able to retain some of this new found knowledge, hope that some of it will stay with me.
At this point, rest seems like a plague, a plague that will erase all that I have accompished. I only wish, I could have stayed with this feelign for just a day longer.
I am letting go of a big part of me... it is slipping away as I drift into sleep. One last brush at the fingertips... and it is gone... lost forever into the world of broken dreams....
Maybe... just maybe... I will be able to yield this feeling again...
 Soffish · Fri Jul 13, 2007 @ 07:55am · 2 Comments |
