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Hey honey, I'm really sorry we had to put you down... I can't stop being sad about it... :'( I know you don't want me to be sad, but.. I can't help it , you were so amazing and perfect.. I miss you so bad already... i'm sorry if you felt like it was a trick.. taking you for a drive and you got excited... and then we went in the vet office and you were so scared... sad i'm so sorry baby...
I love you so much Rex... i'll never stop loving you, but I couldn't make you live in that condition anymore... I couldn't make you go up and down all those stairs when you could barely stand up anymore... I couldn't make you deal with the kids anymore... I love you so much, you were the best dog in the world and I wish I could have every minute I spent with you back to spend with you again, I'd give up anything just to keep you with me forever... I love you more than anything... You're the only thing that has ever matter that much to me, you've saved my life countless times... I only saved you from the spca... but you saved me from people, animals, drugs, alcohol, emotional strain... you're always there when no one else is.... I love you..

I keep feeling like you're here... With me, and when I cry... I feel like you're sitting there licking my face so I smile... I just wish I could hold you longer... I wish it with all of my heart that you could still be healthy and with me , with myself, Chris and our baby... I know you would love that, too... I just wish isabelle could have met you.... promise you will look out for her and our family until our time comes? Me and Chris would love to see you again... I still see you every minute of my day, I feel you here keeping me company.. I just hope that you can wait for me when I know i'll take awhile to get to where you are honey... sad I hope you can wait for me and when I see you there, we will play ball as long as you want, we will walk and play and run... roll in the snow... whatever you want sweetie..... I love you so much... I'm still sorry we had to put you down... but the cancer, I'm sure it was hurting you.... I knew you were having seizures at night and it scared me to death,,,, I couldn't stand making you suffer... I wish I coulda had the money to make it all better... I wish I couldve... I feel like I failed you sad

I love you Rexxifur... With all of my heart and I promise I will never ever, EVER replace you and I will certainly never forget you sweetie... I just wish you could be back in my arms, every minute of my day... Rest in peace honey.. Sleep well. I'll see you soon...