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i h8 tis lifestyle i realy have to change for the last 6 months i've been living a lie i've let the world tell me that im bi even though im not. I love who i am not what i've done though. I cant realy say online what ive done for fear that my parents will find this. I've been i dont careing for way to long now. This is not the way i should be. This is not the way god wants me to be. Im going to pull a 360 100% done with this lifestyle. That means No more Yaoi posters, gay roleplays, and definantly no more cutting. (yes i have cut my self before) It was only 1ce or 2ice but when its bad enough to have blood dripping off your wrist two weeks l8r than you have a problem. I giving it all up with god as my witness im going to change exclaim exclaim exclaim
My life belongs 2 u lord
whee FLUFFY whee