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Well misses and misters... I feel empty inside... My fiance is so damned far away, and I miss him. I feel heartless, and brainless, since he's my spark of everything. The glowing ember in everything... The one thing that motivates me and inspires me to do anything than just schoolwork and sleep... Well.... That's why I am here on gaia. Because I have no life. Shocker, right? Well. Being gay doesn't help when you live around a bunch of black, super built homophobic people. No, I am not racist, well, I am, but I give everyone the benefit of the doubt, it's not my fault every single black person I have met so far is rude and obnoxious. Sorry. But I'm not racist, get it? Wow. I just wrote about 3 topics in one paragraph. Ha. I'm done.