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Slowly open my eyes
I see him, I see myself
Hes standing next to a body
Its laying on black table
The body vanishies and only heart remains
I can hear heartbeat
Then he takes a knife
I make a step closer
I can she his eyes
Those crazy blurred eyes
He makes a cut
And I feel the pain
He strikes again
I colapse down away
Then he makes just few more cuts
The heartbeat almost stops
When I stand up
Hes just in front of me
Looking at me with his crazy eyes
And then we unite
We make one single body
And there is no heart
Nothing on the table
But I can feel it in my chest
The wounds I made myself
My eyes start to water
Then I start to cry
I know
I saw it

(this is one of my inner pain poems, the rest is on my outside internet journal http://www.heero.mylog.pl/ few of them are in polish)