Well, today is the first day after the full moon. Or the fourth day of the full moon phase. I sit here totally cleansed and eat my pizza and gatorade.
I cleaned my room.
I cast away my old memories that I no longer need to hold ties to.
I cleansed my body and mind.
And now I am totally clean. (not pure just clean.)
I styled my hair and await this evening when Chris and I are to traverse together. It will be fun. -^^-
So yeah, life is good.
Life is complicated. Life is abnormal. And Life sucks. But all and all...
Life is good.
My mind is over it, but my heart is not. Constantly I am reminded and memories want to flood back into my head. But my head rules my heart. Not the other way around. At least, not any longer. I have shut out what my heart tries to tell me, because I don't want to listen.
I gave him everything. I gave him all of me...
and he never truly comprehended that.
So yeah, I miss him. But I don't need him anymore. Finally I think I can say, as he goes his way and I go mine, that though I took the road less traveled by, I have yet to regret it....
Syanora!
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