My mind has a confliction. I love him but i shouldn't Their advice is to leave him but if I do I feel like I'm missing something. I know becasue i tryed.He does stuff that pisses me off and tells me stuff that upsets me. Sometimes i wonder on if it's worth it. Sometimes I'm not sure what love is anymore. Sometimes I feel like I'm with him fora reason. Sometimes I feel that I'm just wasting my time, But i beleavce that I love him. I beleave that he makes me happy. I beleave that he cares. But then i remember Brian, and Josh, and Joey, .. they all truely cares. I don't have to pretend with them. I don't have to lie to them. I don't have to keep anythin from them. But knowing this it makes me wonder why I'm still with him? Why am I still hurting myself? Why do i wonder...? WHY DO I ASK!?! WHY?!?
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