Well i am in trouble once again this time rather not say. lets just say i am back in rehab. i hate it no freedom its a wonder why i am on the computer. mom has to log me in to my side of the computer which totally sucks. plus she watches over my shoulder which gets on my nerves i just think its bs. i can't get on my myspace or else she would make me delete it um thats' not going to happen. so it looks like i wont' be on myspace for a long time. prolly till i am 18 haha. i need to get my life turned around if i am ever going to do good in life. people make me feel like i am a horrible person which i am definitely not. the things i do aren't really that bad. i am not a horrible person, i am a very good person. i just can't stand when people say i am horrible. but oh well ppl can think what they want. i just wish for once i could make ppl happy. but i knw that i can't. cuz everybody is different. so therefore i am in rehab with nothing to do plus my txting is taken away so ya. i feel like crap but i gotta act all happy or else that's not showing responsibility. i feel lonely and just all that other stuff its not cool. but its all good i am sure it will get better prolly not but who knws. i just hate it here and can't wait to move out.
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