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Death God Diaries
I watch in an unholy glory as i live this life a sa soul reaper. why am i cursed with this god forsaken soul? this is a curse, to rid the world of human souls? is there no freedom even after death? i am cursed, with this blessing, to take away and give life to those i call humans, my fellow comrades, i feel no remorse sadly, if i were to pity them nothing would some of it. nothing could ever replace this pain in my heart. pity and remorse are only weights that add to the pain i already have. i sit and wonder with my scythe in hand how i got here, with no memories of my past, no recollections of who i am, i only have a sense of what ive become, or rather where i am right now, i know nothing of who i was , in that sense, i feel a sort of pitiless pride. i know not my sins, nothing i have committed , then again, i no no love, no joy , no happiness, so then why? how can i feel so lonely? how do i know such pain if i have not truly lived? this is the curse of the god of death, i might be better of alive.

Blood Sin
this gruesome world will die by the hands of this god! i am the god of death like you have never witnessed! i am unstoppable and burn all in my path with my merciless laugh, the sky bleeds a crimson red and rolls clouds of black, the desolate wasteland i know call my home harnesses the bodies of human flesh and blood! oh the glory of blood! it is tainted with the sins of mans and i t could never have been more tastier! oh how much sin is in this blood! i engorge in such a feast of sins as i take over this earth, filled with flesh and blood, nice warm guts for me to chew. i never knew such an ecstasy as i bathe in the blood of my fallen brothers. i have never known such i joy. i might cry i tear from my blood red eye if i were not such a b*****d. i pity not this humans but roll in the filth of their sins. bathed in such an ecstasy as ive never known. oh joy to these men, for i love the sins they commit. i taste a bit of murder, a bit of guilt, an d oh ! what is this taste! could it be the burden of murder! the shed of another humans blood! oh foolish humans! to shed the blood of your brothers, i close my eyes and sink into these sins of blood. with a smile on my face.

The Journey ( ignore the #'s)
A cold icy breath,1

hovers over my shoulder,2

an extra shadow,3

looms over my existence,4

living in fear of tomorrow,5

panicking about today,6

someone please,7

sentence this reaper away.8

This figure of death,9

has control over me,10

every step towards darkness,11

every breath closer to death.12

why spend my time - no,13

only that i have left,14

cherishing those i hold dear,15

to have them stripped away,16

ripping apart my happy memories,17

why?18

To make new ones today.19

Those loved and lost,20

hold a place in my heart,21

you can rip them to shreds,22

bu me there still apart,23

apart of something more,24

life is just not death,25

not just that reaper,26

its taking a new breath27

its the now,28

the moment,29

that makes this all worth while,30

and remember,31

when the reaper comes,32

welcome him with a smile,33

a delivering from death,34

from rage and from hate,35

an eternal soul,36

or a fiery grate,37

its your life to live,38

so which will you choose?39

the path of darkness?40

the path to lose?41

or the path of light,42

and remember no detours,43

one or the other,44

its time to make your move.45

you decide it every day,46

through the actions that you take,47

so think before you act,48

don't be turned by the evil and fake,49

yes, those haters,50

already dead inside,51

ignore it,52

move on,53

just brush them aside,54

there only a lost breath,55

not even worth your time,56

just do you,57

no matter what they say,58

who cares what they think?59

we all know where they lay.60

so push on through that darkness,

reapers,

haters,

and all,

and find the light at the end of your tunnel,

stay strong,

and you wont fall.

you'll fly above your darkened past,

hand in hand with friends,

to lead you to a better life,

into our treasured land.