Dear Diary
yesterday someone made me feel worthless stare
It was a sad day but this is what happen....
I was in the pc (again in Gaia like always)
My aunt and mom arrived, all the house was a mess, sweatdrop
i didnt know that we suppose to clean the house but then
i tried to clean it with my cousins and my bro except one of my
cousins because he felt like not doing crap evil
Stupid kid! but anyway he got what he desserved because
her mom made him cry. xd
Then when i was cleaning the table, my aunt called me useless
because i couldnt clean a table perfect like she does, i mean she
suppose to have in mind that im a beginner in cleaning, i dont
know how to clean because no one thought me stare and she made me
feel useless because she said i was 16 and i dont even know how
to clean a table, and my bro agreed with her cry
I didnt listen to them, i only had Sweeney Todd songs in my mind whee
when they were telling me that... stare But still i listen to those mean words
that they said, cry it was sad but i didnt care what they thought of me neutral , i
only sang and sang smile until my aunt got mad at me again and call me a
sinic for not listening to her, but she made me not listen to her, it was
a good day to not b depress and she wanted to screw it foor me just
by telling me that i was useless stare i didnt want that for my good day
so i just didnt listen to her s**t because of that, but still i know one day i will
know how to clean good, i mean i dont want to give up in trying again just
because some fat lady just told me that i was useless in everything
More later when i was serving me a plate of food she got mad because i made a mess when i was serving my food, she called me worth of nothing and still i think this: what
was up with her that she was messing with me today and called me useless when months ago
she was deffending me and consoling when my mom called me a worth of nothing for the first time
in her life? I still think, where was that aunt that console me months ago? confused
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Life is so sad, my life is so dark and depressing, there's no one in the world that can save me from this nightmare because people made look life in a negative way, that i wish to die right now X_X
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Hina-Tsuki: Shinigami Vampire Ninja
