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I have these Goddess oracle cards, and one of my favorites is Kali, symbolising endings and beginnings...this could not be more true on any other day.

Gonna switch schools this year...really scary, I will miss my friends and my teachers...

My boyfriend is on a camping trip, my best friend is at an event this weekend, my other friend doesn't want to talk to me anymore because he has feelings for me and his feelings get in the way of our friendship, my sister told me she lost her virginity and that she likes sex and I don't know if she's lying to me or not, and I just feel so utterly alone and I'm wondering how so much can happen in one day and it's making me sick and dizzy and tired and sore and I just want everything to stop...

I can't remember much, everything went by too quickly--it's all just a blur, all I can bring back to me are the worst of times and all of the bad events that left me scarred and bleeding...