Is this strange? I find talking about sexual things extremely unpleasant, and it makes me very uncomfortable, even around my boyfriend. I enjoy sex, but I can't stand talking about it, I hate watching it, I hate listening to it.
For example, last night I had such a bad headache that I had to deny my darling any pleasure. I'm not sure if I did fall asleep, or was only just starting to. But then I start to hear the distinctive sound of... well, you know. (God, even writing it makes me feel emarassed and squeamish). It makes me furious when he does that, when I'm lying right beside him. Couldn't he have the decency to go into the bathroom or something?
Ah,l I should stop thinking about this. I'm making myself upset.
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