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I..

I dunno whatto do..

i'm cryin in class n im happy no one notices

icantbelieve this happened...i huess josh was just messin with my head...

its wht i get for trustin n belieein him...i feel likedieng now...i wanna die

i dumped issac for him..i said ******** off to all these guys and now its like whatebr he hsa someone sle...

iwanna be with josh...i love josh i care for josh n josh makes me so hpppy

i font wnat this to happen...i dont wnat it to be like this...

i wnat josh..

i want whati cant have..

i dont want any ohther guy...

its not fai....

i would maketime stop for himi f i ocu.d...

im done dating. im done iwht boyfriend. i dont wnna hurt like this again ever by anyone...just fck itall....

class is oer,b dry my eyes... i hate this os much...imgoin home earliu to cry thisout...i hutr tomuch...i cant stayt....