I felt so loved when I came back and no one left a comment, no new PMs, NOTHING. Nice to see you all care so much about your friend.
Anyways, I'm back, and I'm fine.
I got some BEAUTIFUL avatar art from j . p o p e d and Nariko infinity, they're in my profile now. I bought some from [ P U P P E T ] as well not that long ago, it is the top of my profile.
Well, alot going on lately, nothing is wrong, but everything is. I don't understand anything anymore, what's wrong with me?
I hope I didn't upset anyone.
In the hospital, I had lots of time to think to myself...
Maybe too much.
I thought about all of you guys, my friends.
I thought about how I missed you.
How much you all mean to me...
I wondered if I meant the same to you.
I wondered if I could make it in the big world all by myself in a couple years.
Am I ready to go?
Am I ready to face the world?
I don't even know what lies ahead for me!
What do I want to be?
I don't want to stay at home all the time, I want to go somewheres...
I want to go somewheres nice, away from the cities ...
I want to go to an island... like the island just off deer island by maine.
I like that place... on campobello, there's a nice place to watch the whales from a cliff. It's beautiful...
I want to go back there...
I want to go to nova scotia, to cape d'or, to spencer's island beach... Revisit the old docks and the place where the mary celeste was born... Go back to the place that I love... The ocean, the sea.
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I did. It was small- I didn't want to be intrusive or anything, but since you obviously didn't see it, I'll say it again: You were missed, and just because it's not highly evident doesn't mean it's not there. You do have friends, and even if I'm not the one who should be saying it, I am anyway, 'cause I'm like that sometimes. I don't like to see anyone down on themselves for undeserved reasons.
I know people who deserve it, immature people who don't use their heads and wonder why they don't have friends. You're not one of them. You don't have to feel alone if it depresses you.
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Well, anyway...you probably won't get this either way, so I'm just going to leave it at that.