I woke up this morning and I was thinking about Chy for a while...
and how much I kind of missed her...
it wasn't so much that she was much of a talker...I mean she scared the heck out of me when she mentioned she wanted to rape me...but I think it was because she was someone I could depend on to make me feel better when things werent right...she would give me hugs and sit with me...
I have yet to find another person like her...I wonder why she stopped hanging out with us in the mornings and stuff...maybe I should go find her again...
All that thinking brought me back to the conclusion that people need people to lean on, and my realization that I cant trust anyone enough to do that...because in the past so many people betrayed me...
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