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Well finally people are starting to read my journal. I am really suprised anyone did. I find myself wishing I never posted it becuase now that others know of my problems, they are becomming more real than before. Before I could just express my feelings in this journal and dismiss my feelings of self-hate, guilt, sorrow, and all the bad things. But now I actually have to deal with all of these things. I am still trying to hide all of this from my parents, I already tried to express my feelings but they did not take me seriously. My mom laughed at my request for a therapeist. To all of you who are reading this Thank you so much.