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[GUYS point of view]



Once was light is now dark forever to walk in search of the other shall one of the opposite. One day the other will find the one and together go forward as one in the same and still be opposites.

Part One: Lost Soul

Pain, suffering, death, all of witch mean nothing to me when I suffer from all of these. Looking forward only to see that I am looking back forever in a torment of what I was and to become. Lost is how I am when I look about my prison of mirrors and try to see where I am going this maze is one thought from a devil. I endure for I wish not to die and only move onto a brighter hope of tomorrow that one day ill see the sun and walk on grass and see as far as the eye can see. Instead of seeing an endless landscape of mirrors that mirror my reflection and my despair. Yet still ill move on regardless of the lies my eyes tell me. Move on regardless of the laughter I hear in my ears. Even when I touch anything pain lances though me and strikes my soul beyond compare as it scorches and blackens my souls where it hits. I shout out in pain but I hear only the echoes of my screams. Or is it the laughter that mocks me as I blunder through this maze? My thoughts are not my own as I slowly turn to insanity to try and clam myself as I walk onward away from the echo that sees to reverberate in my head. I fall to one knee exhausted of the venture I just made as I look up and see a different light then before. The light seems natural not reflected from one place to another. When I step out onto a field of grass out and away from my prison and inhale a sigh of…
I awaken to find myself in my prison once more as my tears fall I realize its only a dream and I may never make it out of here. But I have hope as my mind slowly starts to laugh the same laughter around me as it erupts forth from my lips into the air. Adding itself to the madness as I slowly slip away into the secure lullaby of its echoes as I stop and sit just to look at me with a grin knowing I am gone and I have lost.