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Can i trust you, Do you really even care
When i call theres nothing, it like no ones even there
I gave you my heart and you've thrown it away
Your actions speak the words you dont care to say
My brain is wrapped around these thoughts and it hurts
to know the vanity of our love that doesn't really work
You tell me to hold on and i ask to what
Since those days it seems like you dont give a f**k
I try to let go and deny my heart
Because of the distance we've been falling apart
You tell me be strong and now i'm asking how
The time is almost up its almost over now
I dont ask much and yet you ask me why
These things build up and tears stream from my eyes
Cant say goodbye cuz it hurts too much
How can you say you love me without stayin in touch
I swore i loved you and for some reason i still do
Ranting on like this and its all about you
when will the focus be on me
when will you finally see
these chains and shackles bearing down
are gettin way too heavy
it's time to break away from this horrible mess
we made it together and i'm put to the test
I wish i could say all the things that i feel
But you're Fantasy's forgotten and my pain is real