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forget the fallen
things for me right now are realy hardand i have no one to talk to and there things that i just need help on im prob ably still in shock about whats going on... lets just say that im 15 and going to be a step mom... im engaged in RL to the person my heart belongs to((see last entry)) so ya things got bad because his friend raped him and got preagnet... than she was raped and beat killing the baby... than now i guess the babys not dead and shes going to move in with him because he rents and he has memory probs he forgets people and well he has forgotten me and on the day of out 1 year aniversery he forgot and was talking to the girl whos pragnet and she asked how i was taking it and he was like whos that... well i guess she took that as an opening and said that she was with him and i was just a friend... she dosent realy love him because if she was inlove with him she wouldent stand in the way of his happyness... and if he forgets me and cant remember and falls inlove with her i have no choice but to make him fall back inlove with me or not stand in the way. im still at a loss of words as to what to think or say but im confused as hell well im getting introuble being on here so long so gtg love you all bye!






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Monteagueo
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commentCommented on: Fri Aug 24, 2007 @ 10:38pm
*Eyes spin from to many words*Sounds rough.


commentCommented on: Sun Aug 26, 2007 @ 01:44pm
ya i know its hard but... i guess in all words... im not ready...thats how i feel... im not ready yet... now to tell my BF...everyone tells me to think about how others feel... if this is what im going through and im just the 3d person how do the others feel her and my bf... i cant imagan(SP?)how the girl is doing and my bf well lets just say not good but we arnt going to let it ruin us... i love him so thats what im going to do



lost-in-fate
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lost-in-fate
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commentCommented on: Mon Sep 03, 2007 @ 06:46am
... he broke up with me that night...*tries to hold the tears in to show that shes strong*


commentCommented on: Wed Oct 03, 2007 @ 12:27pm
im back togeather with him only this time its alot harder... he has mpd if you dont know what that is google it...



lost-in-fate
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