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this is the convo me and my bff jessica had it means alot to me and maybe it will change someone elses mind about who she is and why i need her so much to be honest i would never be here with out her and im not lieing i had NO friends befor i met her and now im afrade to lose her shes my hero but also so is my mom but i dont think she understands how much i need her just like i need jessica From: &;&;blood confessions.x. You know what, don't worry. There's not a chance some person could just take each other way from the other, and hell school is coming up in a month or so, it's not like she can be there and moniter each step either of us takes. s**t'll be fine, there's no need to worry. If we were worse of friends we'd probably already be on our seperate ways because then what would be the point if we didn't really care, am I right? Of course I am. My pain can wait. So what if that is all I know, I don't really care. My depression isn't going to let me cut you off completely. Yeah sure I've done it to a couple people, so what? They didn't mean nearly half of what you mean to me. You're better than most, if all. I like you as my friend and I'll try my best to stick around. There's just those times where you wanna take that knife and split your wrists in half and give up on life. Hell, go to my blog, those exact words would be one of 'em, ha. But anyway, s**t can be put to the side, as long as I have at least one good friend, them I'm good. Just kinda dissapoints me I barely have any. oh well. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: titsuke Date: Aug 8, 2006 9:15 PM jess im sry i feel sooo bad i was crying i dont ever want to hurt you and i hate tyhat my mom is trying to take you away from me u mean more to me than anything and its hard to put in words cuz i love you in every way ya i know thats weird but its true i could never live with out you i need you soooooooo much and u need me sooooooo much to i wouldent be here if it wasent for you your in more pain than i am and im trying to be there for you but she wont let me amd i cry every time i dont want anyone to ever replace you and i would make people notice that you were gone even if io have to die myself i would sacrafice everything for you jess and i hope you know that i will never give up on trying to make shure my mom dosent take you away from me never will i let her do that ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: &;&;blood confessions.x. Date: Aug 8, 2006 4:06 PM *Sighs* I don't like the fact that here you are, always worrying about me, not wanting me to do anything to hurt myself, and then you go doing stupid things and show no respect for yourself. You have much more connections than I do. If you die, I have no one. If I die, no one would notice. You've got more friends and family than I do. But Iunno, I feel like if I forgive you, aftr a while you'll do something else. But I will because I'm in denial of myself and I'm hoping I'm wrong about that... xjmjx ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: titsuke Date: Aug 8, 2006 5:30 PM im sry for everything u forgive me?
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