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06.13.05 no title really... <center>Mood: lonely and a little down....but you know n.n;</center> Well, I haven't been online a lot today, and stuff. But anyway, I'm trying to clean up my account. I quit all of my guilds except Westbrook, because it's the only guild I go to nowadays. -.- I used to go to the Sonic RP, but it was too fast paced. So basically I'm a little down because I feel that nobody I used to talk to is on anymore. I only talk to Yuki from the RP guild, so I really don't to shadow, or Artemis, or Blade. And since the old Westbrook was turned from a thread in the forum to a new guild, everybody just quit, went away, ect. I'm only in contact with very few people, and I miss the days when there were too many people to talk too. Sometimes I'm just online, and there's NOBODY on to talk to. And I always think, "What happened to the days where there was always somebody that you could talk to." It seems that the games replaced that, but to be honest, I sold all of my fishing equipment ages ago, and I'm not a gambling addict. So I'm left roaming through forums that I'll never post in, or quoting already quoted posts in Westbrook. -.- It just seems so...empty. And the other reason, is that I was thinking about my character, Jaymie's life story. It's not total angst. I mean, his parents don't die or abandon him. But being he's in a band, and he goes through the hardships of band rivalries, love, and what not. The songs he writes and sings with the band, I base from Simple Plan songs, because I can actually picture his band performing and singing the Simple Plan songs. I'm listening to "She Cries", which will be a song Jaymie's band sings. I guess because I love music so much, songs can trigger emotions, or change them, and this song is doing just that. I can't really put how I'm feeling into words, so maybe if you listen to the song while you're by yourself, thinking of angsty bits of an unwritten story, you might understand. Well, enough of my rambling. ^.^;;; I'm gonna go roam Gaia while lost in thought some more. See ya!

Posted by: Iia Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 05:43am

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Yuki the Yume-Guardian
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Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 05:50am


	;_; Awww...Hugs Iia ;_; I hate it when there's no one on...You're basically the one that PMs me the most nowadays ;.; And I can't do anything in the Sonic Guild now ;_; And I'm sorry for the times I am not there for you ._.;

Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 05:52am


	hugs -.-;;; don't be sorry, you're mostly the ONLY one on when I'm on. ;___; I'm thankful. <3

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Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 05:56am


	^w^ Me glad that I love Gaia so much...Then I wouldn't be on it as much :3 It's like a second home...Sometimes, when I come home from school, I yell out "HOME!" when I mean computer and I start cackling and stuff o_o; And yes...The Sonic Guild is very fast paced..but lately, it's kinda dying down. Probably because of school and time districts and whatnot o_O It's lonely.

Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 05:59am


	awww, poor thing ;.; hugs yeah. All I really do is eat, sleep, Gaia, softball games, and video games, Gaia, Gaia, and more Gaia....I love this place...I just wish that a lot of my friends would come back on. sweatdrop

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Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 06:03am


	I eat, sleep, watch movie, Gaia, more websites xD Draw, paint, etc. :3 It's hard to get most of my friends on my friendslist o_O; Gaaahhh...>w<

Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 06:06am


	If I would delete everybody on my friendslist except the people I talk to frequently, I'd literally have 4 people on my list. o.O That's including you.

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Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 06:09am


	o_o; Weird...xD Artie doesn't randomly PM me anymore unless he has a question .__. He used to do that ;3 I miss it xD You poor thing ;_;...>w< Meep heart

Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 06:14am


	he randomly PMed me once or twice, a long time ago. n.n;;;

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Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 06:18am


	o_o Really?...xD Awww...;_; I used to PM RP with him, but not anymore ._. Unless he wants to xD

Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 06:20am


	i used to RP with Falcon too, and I used to talk to blade a lot in PMs....but I don't talk to Blade, and falcon quit i think T_______T

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Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 06:23am


	Ahh...I used to RP with those two :3 But Blade quit, and I have no clue where the heck Falcon is o_O;; I'm kinda worried ;_;

Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 06:27am


	awww, Why did Blade quit? ;.;

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Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 06:31am


	Actually, I decided to quit and start a new one, but I don't think he liked it or something o_O He ended it rather quickly. >w< The first one we did held on since we like..first met xD Ehh. But I decided to just try a new one o_o Didn't work, though -.- So basically, you're the only one that PM RPs with me xD

Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 06:33am


	same here -.- but I like PM RPing with you. >> because it's the only RP I really RP in xD;;;; -.-

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Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 06:38am


	^__^ I like RPing with you, too @-@ It takes a break from serious action and all :3 And plus, it's fun xD It's probably most active, too x.X Ha xD

Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 06:40am


	yup. n.n I like real-life RPs the best, because you can focus more on the drama, romance, angst, and so on. In action RPs.....you're always trying to keep up with what's going on, so you can't concentrate on the details. ><;;;;

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Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 06:42am


	Yeah...I noticed x.x In the Sonic RP, there's barely a time to rest and focus on those things ;_; There's always someone attacking and all xP So...Randomly slumps in a chair xD It's good to focus on real life o_o Besides...if anyone needs some trouble, think about real life o_O And all the problems it has...love...rivals...x.x Stuff like that ^w^

Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 06:44am


	yep, and you can still add action without overdoing anything >w< like the whole Fate situation. 3nodding

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Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 06:47am


	^___^ Yeah...Except that he's dead ;_; Flails at Shadow :3 xD But...I can probably find someone like him xD Cackles

Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 06:53am


	Shadow: T.T but I did it for Yuki xP <333

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Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 06:56am


	................ .. ... ......So? xD Yuki: T.T;; <3

Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 07:13am


	Shadow: no more evil people! i want to enjoy life!!!! gonk** as a non killing good person....looks at Yuki o.o;;;;;; who's honest.**

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Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 07:16am


	>:3 Bweheeheheh...That's me and Tessie's decision on what goes on xD Bwahahaha! Yuki: >_>;...

Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 07:18am


	well, i don't have any bad guys, so whatever Shadow: -.-;;;;

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Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 07:21am


	>:3 Haa. I'll give 'im a break xD...Besides...Got nothin' in mind xD Yuki: Yay! :3

Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 05:23pm


	Shadow: thankies ^o^ xD me either

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Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 07:32pm


	>:3 Enjoy while you can >w< Hee...And you're welcome :3 Haa.

Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 07:37pm


	my back needs to be cracked. gonk

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Yuki the Yume-Guardian
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Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 07:42pm


	o_o Then crack it...Although, my mom doesn't like it when my brother does that xD

Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 07:48pm


	i just did heart

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Yuki the Yume-Guardian
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Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 07:52pm


	Yay! heart xD

Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 07:56pm


	**whee eating ramen noodles**

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Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 08:01pm


	;_;...I don't even eat those xD I forget what they are @w@ I eat...Tshwagn chicken...or whatever it's called xD

Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 08:56pm


	o.o....never heard of it >w< i like grilled chicken, baked chicken, fried chicken, imperial chicken, and sweet and sour chicken blaugh

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Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 09:23pm


	It's Chinese chicken, I think o_O;...Or something. xD

Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 09:28pm


	oh. >w< imperial chicken and sweet n sour chicken is chinese ^o^

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Commented on: Tue Jun 14, 2005 @ 09:43pm


	xD Yay. The only type of chicken I like is boneless tenders and nuggets...and...Tshwagn...I can't spell it xD

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