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Ok, i have this one poem that my Bestest Best Buddy wrote for me and i think if fits for how i am feeling about ken......The only thing is that the "hims" changes to "hers" XD

The lie was Happiness
The lie was Love
Look to the heavens Above
Tell me
Are we seeing the same sky
I no longer believe it
I gave you my love
You threw it away
You left me for him
Who hurt you
Him
You can never let go
You lost yourself to him
He is your life
You are his game
So I will watch you
And wait
But i will always hate
I thought i was happy
I was only being played
I was your game
I made you my life
But you chose him
So you are the game
This frame will stand still
My mind is set
And when i see that blade
There wont be time for a threat
I will be bleeding
You will see
How wrong you are
How easy a man can decieve
I will see you in hell
And if I dont
You know I am just wandering the earth
For the gates to eternity of glory is too much for my shattered soul
I love you
And I hate you
Till death does end us
You can never be mine
---My soul has been Shattered, it will no longer pass on, This earth is what i shall forever haunt

Me and ken are still good friends and all but i dont think we will ever be the same way. That is why i have to move on, and try to get somethings out of my head. I know it will not all leave but i can always try and replace some things with someone new. Someone that will always be there for me no matter what my mood. He made me a promise that no matter we will always be atlest buddies. But i dont know if we are going to keep it just buddies. ^^ And you know who you are! ^^ Wish you could be here and near me right now. I love you. *kisses*

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