Yes, I got mad at my phone and threw it against the floor, then it jumped up and hit the wall. Why did I do this? Because I had tried to make the same frickin' journal entry twice, and it crapped out both times. (I know, stupid reason. The computer really seems to be getting to me recently.) So now I know not to get all caught up in typing and to submit every now and then. It really sucks.
So those of you that I've given my number out to.... call me in about a week so I can add your number again. ^^ Or just give me your number again. I'm going to try to get the people at the nifty store to transfer my info over from one to the other, but I don't know when I'll do that.
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Now let me try to remember what I wanted to write in the first place...
I wish that Taylor Swift sang the song "Last Christmas" a year ago. Why? Because two years ago, I did give my heart away to someone. I thought that I loved him... and then the next day or two days after, he just left. I didn't hear from him in over a year. It was just January of this year that I finally got in touch with him again. Those of you that have known me online for years will probably remember the name of "gateboy".
Woo! Family trip
Now about my trip to northern lands.....
I've got this one aunt who always seems to get drunk at family gatherings. (We'll call her Aunt J.) So we try to make sure that she doesn't get any alcohol at these gatherings. Why? Because it upsets her daughter. My cousin really doesn't like her acting drunk... it makes her ashamed of her mother. She normally runs into another room and cries. I'm always the one that has to go in and comfort her. My cousin acts a bit strange, but I haven't given up on her. (Now I'm making it seem like there's something wrong with her. She just has a few problems with her home life. It's nothing she can control. I'm really just there to be a shoulder to cry on.)
So Aunt J was a bit tipsy when she got to the cookie bake. She kept going to the restroom every half hour and eventually I saw that she seemed more drunk as the day went on. (Actually, it was Ms. Grace that noticed first.) So I told my aunt sara that aunt J was getting more drunk in the restroom. I actually questioned aunt J as she was headed towards the restroom. I remember asking why she went so many times. I should have tried to confront her earlier in the day instead of when I did. All I know is that she got all defensive when I tried to question her. But I got my message across that I was watching her and that she was doing something wrong.
The chinese gift exchange... that sure was..... different. =P My mom's gift for the exchange was a moose bobble head. This thing was about 2.5 feet tall and really funny lookin'. This moose was all in Christmas clothes. So the habit of the people around was to chant "bobble head! bobble head! bobble head!" whenever someone had opened a gift and was thinking about trading it with someone else. It was a fun thing to pass around.
But drunk aunt J started to get so drunk that she chanted "bobble head" before someone had even picked out a gift to open. *sighs* You only yell that after they've opened their gift and you want them to change it with whoever had the bobble head.
Funny convos
Which was when my Aunt Sara and I started to joke about the drunk one. For example...
P: Do you have any duct tape?
S: No, why?
P: Because I want to put it over her mouth
S: *giggles to herself*
*before the picking out of a gift by random family member*
J: Bobble head! Bobble head! Bobble head!
S: If she says "bobbl head" one more time, I'll shove it in her mouth
P: O.O *thinking "I wanna do that too, but I never knew Aunt Sara would have the guts to say that"*
J: Bobble head!
P:*rolls her eyes and resists urge to hurt the drunk one*
Isn't my family great?! =D
Last Christmas
Taylor Swift
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Once bitten and twice shyed
I keep my distance but you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me
Well, it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me
Merry Christmas, I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying 'I love you', I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kiss me now, I know you'd fool me again
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
A crowded room and friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you and your soul of eyes
My God, I thought you were someone to rely on
Me, I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A girl on a cover but you tore her apart
Maybe this year
Maybe this year I'll give it to someone special
Cause last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
And last Christmas
And this year
It won't be anything like, anything like
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Once bitten and twice shyed
I keep my distance but you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me
Well, it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me
Merry Christmas, I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying 'I love you', I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kiss me now, I know you'd fool me again
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
A crowded room and friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you and your soul of eyes
My God, I thought you were someone to rely on
Me, I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A girl on a cover but you tore her apart
Maybe this year
Maybe this year I'll give it to someone special
Cause last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
And last Christmas
And this year
It won't be anything like, anything like
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
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