Mood: Upset and stuff.
Well, there are a lot of reasons why I am upset >< but I'll ramble about some...because it helps me sometimes.
Ok, I'm a little annoyed by this. >< And Yuki, this is absoltely NOTHING against you...so don't think that way please. n.n;; In the RP with Yuki...we're basically at a standstill...however, in the (( )) things it's like we have a whole other friggin RP. and it's going better than the regular one. It's not that I don't like it...it's just that the regular RP has gotten...well....boring...so, I personally think that we should just stop the regular RP and start anew with the next generation...unless Yuki has something planned...because I'm not gonna move on without her...if I did, then nothing would make sense.
Also, i have a new friend on Gaia, and she makes really good Sonic sprites. However, she actually likes her work...while I on the other hand...don't like my own. >< It seems like she brags about her work...but I KNOW that she isn't, it's just me. I need more confidence in my work. I always do something...and then I hate it. Everyone can say it's the best thing ever....but I won't be satisfied...why am I like that? I think that her sprites are so much better than mine, even though I could probably do any of the things she did with her sprites...I just never did it before. Also my cousin is like....her worshipper >< I showed him my Helena sonic sprite...and he was all like "whooptidoo...look at this sprite that val3ntin3 made! it's so awesome." That REALLY upsets me. I don't have anything against val3ntin3 at all, but it seems like my brother and my cousin are so obsessed with her work...and they never notice my work...and I work hard on them too. That's the reason why I never like my work....nobody ever appriciates it...i mean, a lot of people do...but it's not enough to cover up the people who don't. Like Yuki said in her journal...I take comments and critisism so seriously...and it affects me a lot. However, I want people to tell me the truth. Don't tell me that you love the sprite when you don't...that makes me feel even worse.
Also, why have so many people left Gaia...or whatever. I haven't talked to a lot of people lately >< westbrook is up again...and its still the same people that come..I don't get to talk to anyone from the Sonic guild besides Yuki either. What happened to Blade? He used to PM me a lot just to chat. I talked to Art a while back...and I don't talk to anyone else from there. Whatever happened to falcon? Apollo? Shadow? >< and Westbrook? what happened to dark? nightmare? taka? manx? they make me mad because i can never talk to them. because of that, life on Gaia is so dull and boring...i want all my friends back! the only reason I'm rambling about THIS is because I was listening to my My Chemical Romance CD, and I listened to The Ghost of You...which made me think of the people who never ever come online anymore. here are the lyrics. ><
i never said id lie and wait forever
if i did we'd be together
i cant always just forget her
but she could try
at the end of the world
or the last thing i see
you are
never coming home
never coming home
you're never...
should i
and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever ever...
ever...
get the feeling that youll never
all alone and i remember now
at the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
she dies
at the end of the world
or the last thing i see
you are
never coming home
never coming home
you're never...
should i
and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
never coming home
never coming home
you're never...
should i
and all the moons that are ever gonna scar me
for all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
if i fall
if i fall (down)
at the end of the world
or the last thing i see
you are
never coming home
never coming home
never coming home
never coming home
and all the things that you never ever told me
and all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
never coming home
never coming home
you're never...
should i
and all the moons that are ever gonna scar me
for all the ghosts that are never gonna...
OK, that is IT. My brother keeps yelling at me because it's storming and I haven't shut off the computer yet, when I'm typing as fast as I can...so I'm going to stop typing.
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o__o Oh no...I'm not offended ;D I pretty much think it's kinda boring. So yeah, we can start that next generation stuff ^___^ <3 Ha...haha! Always wanted to do it and I always wondered when it'll happen -w-
Aie...Sometimes I feel like that I'm not nearly as good as other people when it comes to drawing, and it frustrates me...But then I think "I don't care what other people think about my art. This is something that I drew, and I like the style."...Or I just feel that way. Of course, I want to get better n_n;; Heh.
Blade gets on at times...Just not a lot. Artemis is hard to talk to in my opinion o__O No offense to him at all. I dunno what happened to Falcon, but I think Shadow ((Now is called 9zephyr9 I think...Notice that he used my character's name xD)) and Apallo are somewhat alive o_o;;
Hope you get well through the storm. *Hugs* -w-...Heh. And I'm jealous that you can select lyrics for your mood @___o I find them hard to understand xD!
<3 Yay for wuffles.