I'm gunna be alone on Valentine's Day, I never have before. This really sucks. I miss Kade. I'm in love with someone I shouldn't be in love with. He has a gf, I guess you could call her a 'friend'. Thing is, there's two guys I am in love with, both with girlfriends. But I'm in love with the closest one the most. What am I gunna do? Nothing, nothing TO DO. I'm just sad is all. But, think, Kade didn't even get to have Christmas, er Valentine's day er anything. And neither did Josh's brother. I didn't know him but I miss him. He made Josh happy, a thing that made me smile. Sure him and Taylor lied to me, I've forgiven him in my heart. Doesn't mean It still doesn't hurt. I didn't know him as mich as I do now. So it's different. But that whole don't get your hope up thing, hurt bad- so I really don't feel good today, Earlier, me and my sister were singing, me dancing. lol Having a good time. But things never stay the same do they?
 xXEmoxEyelinerXx · Sun Feb 10, 2008 @ 09:51am · 1 Comments |
