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This is a poem I wrote for my girlfriend,no.....I take it back......this is the poem I wrote for my soulmate witch will be with me always.She moved away May 19, 2008.The tears I shed............the blood Ive bled.......all for her......and now shes gone......

There are no pictures to this poem due to the fact I ......I cant stand to see her face .

Claudia if your reading this never forget me and please come back, I will always love you no matter what path you take on the road you walk!



“I think it’s returned” (Owed to Cladia)

In the beginning, everything was calm but yet in chaos for me. I had no love within. Not even a drop of compassion for any one. Now the mood has changed. I don’t know how, I don’t know why, but it seems my love has returned.

As I look into your eyes I see a lake of ice flowing and frozen throughout a barren wasteland of sorrow. I am in awe; it’s so beautiful it takes my breath away. You show pain within, but I know you try to cover it up. I know that behind that smile is a girl crying out for help, crying out to not be alone anymore. I can’t help but to break down inside.

I even have a dream of a scene between the green hills, the clouds pull away and the sun lights revealed. There you stand looking up into the sunlight, as the light gleams off of you making you all but golden. Sadly it is only a dream. For now I picture you as a girl that was alone in this world. I pictured you in the dark street while it was raining, you were crying……..I came with an umbrella and a coat and pulled you off the lonely ground, and helped you out of the rain. In doing so you helped me out of the sky’s tears as well. I thank you for that.

No matter what life pulls you through, I know you have what it takes to make it through. I would be there with you always if I could. Sadly our skin tears away as our memories fade away and we don’t even know till it’s gone. The memories you’ve allowed me to have Will never fade….I wont allow them to. Like you, Ill never forget them!

I know it hurt at first, but in time the wounds healed. What will be and should be, will be, and there’s no escaping fate.

If I could id give my life to you just to let you start a new .Id bleed myself dry for you. Id do it all just to stop your tears and pain, Id do it all just to hold you in my arms for eternity, Stare in your eyes until the end of days and be your shield to protect you always.

I don’t like you……

I love you…….

I don’t think anymore.
Now I know my love and compassion has returned….

~Always and forever~

~ Geoff ~

I have trouble expressing myself in words, So I express the way I truly feel on paper, that way it will forever stay within my heart and mind. Saftey and peace my friend.Im always here for you….waiting.


If you can please......im begging you.......please come back.........