Love- I truly dont know what love feels like. I know in my mind that people love me but to me it just feels like they care about me. I have a hard time believing someone could love me. I think I hold the word love to a high standard. I think to me it means that someone will do anything for me and will stand for me when I cant stand for myself. It means that someone wants to be around me even with my faults and habits. It means that they don’t want to change anything about each other, but want to see each other grow and become better at who they are, and guide me and be guided to be better people. It means that I am completely accepted. It means there is a mutual full trust. It means that respect is given and received. It means that there is nothing that will stop this feeling. It means that you both are choosing to walk a journey together. It means that even through the arguments and hard times you know they will be there in the end. it’s a give and take relationship never one sided. It means moving past your past in the best way you know how and working to not allow things that happened in the past effect the future. It means an open communication, with honesty and true feelings. It means being able to feel what the other person needs and wanting to fulfill it. It means a constant thought of what you love, a desire to be with your love.
Although I am able to write what I think love is and how I think it will feel like I still dont completely understand how someone could love someone and stay that way. I dont know why it doesnt make sense to me but I am trying to figure that out and allow that feeling to happen when it does. I really want to know what love feels like and be able to love back, I think I am learning about it more and more these days but it is taking me some time.
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