This is another side of my life that I wanted to share. I have been in the bdsm lifestyle for two years now and have experienced alot and have been able to see and learn alot from others.This is by far not for everyone and in no way am I trying to push this on anyone but it is a part of me and I wanted to share it.I am a submissive female. I am not a slave and dont think I could be. I have switched a couple of times and Dominated a male, but i prefer being submissive.
Things I have done!
Blindfolds- I havve had an actual blindfold put on and I have also had a scarf covering my eyes.
Bondage- I have had cuffs (metal), I have had rope, I have had silk scarfs, I have had both my ankles and wrists cuffed at the same time and then something connecting the two behind my back. I have also been spread completely- arms spread open and legs spread open.
Collar/leash- I have had a collar on while sitting on a couch and a leash attached. I have never had it used in humiliation or for being led around.
Role-play- I have done doctor/patient-which didnt go very well because of my disability. I have done Daddy/daughter- which I didnt mind so much.
Wax play- this is my all time favorite play. I have had it dripped on my legs, arms, stomach, chest. Usually I have had it done while being in bondage.
Ice play- I have had ice run up and down my entire body. I have had it left on my chest and stomach. I have never had it in me because I dont know that I could feel it anyways.
Hair pulling- I really have found I like this. I have had my hair pulled during kissing or just in play or at the end of oral.
Gags- I have had a ball gag and tape. I didnt really like the gag but I didnt hate it either.
Spanking- I have had paddles, otk, belts, crops. Some as punishment others just in play.
Punishment- I have had spankings, I have been given house chores, I have been put in bondage and left laying on a bed with no orgasm, I have had to write essays.
Biting- I have been bitten, nibbles all the way to biting with marks being left.
n****e play- I have had clothespins on my nipples, but that was in the abusive relationship and they werent put on properly and hurt me. I have had biting and flicking and pinching.
Dildos/vibrators- I have had a vibrating egg put in and left (it was a remote one), I have also just had a d***o put in just in play.
Food play- I have done chocolate syrup, whip cream, and cherries put on me and eaten off.
Massages- I have given and been given fully body massages and back rubs.
Diapers- I have put someone in diapers and been made to wear diapers. Not as a humiliation. They were only worn in a private place and only one on one. The diapers were used and changed.
Things I still want to do!
Enemas- I would like to try and take an enema..of course with my disability I am not sure how it will work but I want to try.
Chastity belts
Cages
Being completely immobilized
Outdoor play
Blade/knife play..not cutting
Shaving/or being shaved
Now having listed all these things if you dont understand them please feel free to ask I am willing to answer questions. In this lifestyle not everything is for everyone you have to be willing to try things and watch things and see what you like the most and what the person you are with enjoys the most. I am sure some of you are wondering how in the world I could be submissive. I am more able to submit to someone that has shown they are worthy of my submission and has proven they are in the relationship for the good of both of us not just himself.
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