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As you can see by my literate typing, I am not in my usual hyper mood today.
As many know, i have a MapleStory account. My main is in Windia.
It's named Shariie.
I am married on Maple (Woohoo~) to B0Bhope.
His name is David.
He hasn't been on in forever.
The guild he created, MaplerUnited, isn't so United anymore.
Not only has Xgecko left for "better options," but iMs0rRy777 (Ito) has threatened to leave.
Once again, the guild is falling apart and David is the only one who can set it in the right direction.
But the guild is not the only thing falling apart.
So is my heart.
I feel another little piece of my heart wither away with every day that I don't see him.
I feel the bond of our love growing weaker with every day.
I can hear his name playing faintly over and over in my head like a broken record...
David....David...David....
I no longer see the colors of the world.
I have fallen into the deepest depression yet.
And only he can pull me out.
I pray to God every night that David will return.
I pray that unity will be restored to MaplerUnited.
I pray that he doesn't forget me.
I pray that I can live one more day just for a chance to see him.
I pray that he still knows my name...
I pray that my broken heart keeps me alive for another day.
All my friends have abandoned me.
He has abandoned me.
I'm losing all hope of his return.
I'm losing all hope that I will live another day.
I see the world in black and white. I hear his name everywhere I go.
I see his face in the clouds.
I hear his voice in my dreams.
I cry.
I pray.
I wait.
I dream.
I hope. </3