Today I had a glimpse of what it felt like to be a child again…†
It was a wonderful feeling! I can't really describe it, but words that come to mind:
Carefree, easy, lazy…and happy…
I laughed like a little girl tickled pink…an innocent laugh, that made me feel like I could believe in anything, and it would be true, or that I could fly! A confidence, which I thought that I could never feel again…but as I live each day, each day takes that away from me, as I grow older and lose my child-like self…, as I grow older, losing the confidence that I once had…
Will I ever remember that again? The essence of being a child who didn't have to worry about relationships, cutting herself, an alcoholic father, her best friend who has lost faith in God completely, and having herself torn apart from all that she knew of love…it's all change but is it all gonna be okay in the end? Will I ever love like a child again? Will I ever run, skip, or jump, as a child does? Will I ever laugh like I did as a little girl?
…will I ever be innocent again? Or is it all forgotten…
L♥
 my_gidd_fiddle · Fri Sep 26, 2008 @ 11:56pm · 0 Comments |
