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I don't know, if somebody really wants to help me on this one, i haven't always been so helpless, but i really and truly love someone in school. I know that this sounds like any ordinary "OMFG!!! I NEED SOME CZEX0rZ!!!" thing, but i really love her, and i've told her, but that's not the only problem is that, when i told her, she said that she'd give me a chance later on, to be with her. The only problem is, 3 days later, after i told her, and practically spilled my soul for her, she lied and said... "can we just be friends?" I asked her why...and she said... "I don't really think it would work out, that's all." Now, at this point, i'm betting most people are thinking, "OMG, YOU WHINEY LITTLE BRAT, SHE DOESN"T LIKE YOU, GET OVER IT!!!" Well, here's the real kicker... sad

Today, this very day that i'm posting this, i heard her talking to one of my friends, and she said she liked someone else, and that she wanted to go out with them. And i knew who it was, it was the person that she walked home with after she said that it wouldn't work out between us. sweatdrop

And this is NOT a complaint, in fact, i'm glad that she is happy, but, it just hurts me, to know that she lied and told me that it wouldn't work out because of other things, when she was actually planning on going out with someone else, 3 days after she lied and told me i had a chance... cry

I just want her to be happy, and i don't want to get in her way of attaining happiness, i mean, c'mon, i love her, but...It just feels so terrible being without her, and knowing that i'll probably never be with her...and i want someone to help me cope with this... sad

Any helpful comments are welcome, and again, if i know you IRL, please IM or PM me, i don't like to talk about my problems over the phone... sweatdrop