I just censored a lot of things in this entry. I have a lot of things I want to say but can't. The people who read these entries will take hem personally or worry or freak out. Seriously right now I just wish I didn't give a s**t. It's what I do though as a friend. It's me being a great friend. I always look out for people the best I can. Nevermind the pain I get, nevermind the lack of knowledge of it all. It's what friends do. Lol. Wow. I seriously shouldn't have typed this stuff. I'm gonna get an earful <.>"
He will always be a part of me. You can't kill that. Whether it be in my memories or in my heart, he will always live. I have told people before that I cannot kill him but that's not necessarily true. In fact, it kind of makes me sad to tell anyone this because it makes me so sad inside but Axel is having doubts right now. I sent him to sleep so he won't crash or die. He is so weak right now. He is confused about why he loves me or came to find me. I don't remember it myself really. I only remember finding his picture then using it for birthday invites then memory jumps to Junior year. I faintly remember talking to him whenever I was really sad at night and had projects to do.
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
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