When you were a little kid were you ever scared of scissors? I wasn't. I think it's something that is learned through experience and knowledge of potential. It's kind of funni. I am so scared right now and I can't put a finger on the thing or things. It is a horrible feeling, not knowing what causes you to feel a certain emotion.
Hello, my name is Sakura. I am eighteen years old. I don't like drugs or smoking but I do like to drink. I have never had a serious boyfriend. The only serious relationships I've ever had were with a figment of my self perception and one of my best friends, who became my girlfriend. If I could sum up my life in a couple words, it would be "confusing" or "spiral of ups and downs." From the place I am hiding right now, I can't see much. I feel as if I've been left in the dark for too long now. I have searched for the sunlight but it doesn't seem to exist here. Maybe you can help me?
I know that a lot of bad things have happened in the past and I don't want to accept how they all died but I will if it means that they can never come back. It just hurts sometimes to be so alone in the dark that I need to recall of the good times they.... we had together. The good times have disappeared along with them and it maked me wonder, when I can't return will my good times be forgotten too? Maybe it's what we all deserve after all the good times in our lives.
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Fragmented Self who wanders through life like a dreamer and wades through the river of dreams as though it were the only truth left in this world
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